the last day..

So today's the final day at home, tomorrow at 8 in the morning I'll leave. It's so weird to think, like I'm moving away from home - like properly. It's 4½ hours away, so it's not like I could come home just for lunch, next time I'll be in my childhood home is over Christmas in two months. I feel ready, however that might change in two weeks when I really miss my father or something, gosh how I'm going to miss the cats haha. And Samuel, I went to his on friday last week and got home on Tuesday evening. I spent most of those five days crying because I'm going to miss him so much, like we haven't gone more than like 2½ weeks without each other for almost a year now. When I was just about to leave and he was about to say goodbye I didn't let him, like goodbye can be forever. So instead we said goodnight, a bit silly but so am I so I'm guessing that's fair enough. 
Today didn't start too good, mother and I had a bit of a fight but that's all sorted out now. I'm sat in the chair in the livingroom and she's in the kitchen baking some cinnomonbuns, it's cosy. I'm trying to draw on my tablet as well since I've been so stressed for the last two weeks to even think about drawing but it's almost as if my hands can't remember how to function. 
Another note is that earlier this week the school that I'm attending sent over some picutres of two dorm rooms that I'll get to choose between. I think I've decided which room to go for but I'll do the final decicion when I've actually seen the rooms in person. It feels nice, it looks like the avarge winter cabin which is so bloody adorable I can't hande it. I'm so excited to finally study again but it's also really scary. I know I'll do fine because I'm so much stronger now, but I know it's gonna be hard. 
until next time, stay safe. Lots of love, Anna ♡



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