this is halloween

So yesterday I was at this halloween thing, it was loads of fun actually. So I dressed up as Billy the Puppet, from the saw movies. My number one gulitypleasure when it comes to movies, like my love for those films are just, no words - I just love them so much. So I had like spray-coloured my entire hair black again, not the best idea because now I wanna dye it back to black, slapped some white paint all over my face and then black around my eyes and then just his classic makeup. I didn't have a red bowtie so I hotglued some red ribbon together and pinned it to one of my chokers with a hairpin. Then my roomie Anna dressed up as like some mermaid/snake hybrid. The picture doesn't do it justice, it was gorgeous! Like with all of the glitter, and boy do I love glitter
until next time, stay safe. Lots of love, Anna ♡

so now I've officially moved

First entry from my new house, and I must say I really like it. Of course it isn't perfect but I really like my room and the livingroom. I also really like my roomate, she's also called Anna so that's a bit of a laugh. So far I'm not dying from missing my cat and boyfriend so much, though the cravings are super bad. Two months to go, I won't be going home before Christmas, but it's gonna be worth it. I really need this, like get away from my home town(even though I'll miss my loved ones) and start studying again. It's gonna be good for me, I just hope I'll manage to keep my relationship. Like there is no doubt in my mind that my feelings for Samuel won't change, like I'm so in love with this boy, it's just distance is hard. And it's gonna be difficult to make it work, I know that. I just hope he'll keep fighting too. 
until next time, stay safe. Lots of love, Anna ♡

the last day..

So today's the final day at home, tomorrow at 8 in the morning I'll leave. It's so weird to think, like I'm moving away from home - like properly. It's 4½ hours away, so it's not like I could come home just for lunch, next time I'll be in my childhood home is over Christmas in two months. I feel ready, however that might change in two weeks when I really miss my father or something, gosh how I'm going to miss the cats haha. And Samuel, I went to his on friday last week and got home on Tuesday evening. I spent most of those five days crying because I'm going to miss him so much, like we haven't gone more than like 2½ weeks without each other for almost a year now. When I was just about to leave and he was about to say goodbye I didn't let him, like goodbye can be forever. So instead we said goodnight, a bit silly but so am I so I'm guessing that's fair enough. 
Today didn't start too good, mother and I had a bit of a fight but that's all sorted out now. I'm sat in the chair in the livingroom and she's in the kitchen baking some cinnomonbuns, it's cosy. I'm trying to draw on my tablet as well since I've been so stressed for the last two weeks to even think about drawing but it's almost as if my hands can't remember how to function. 
Another note is that earlier this week the school that I'm attending sent over some picutres of two dorm rooms that I'll get to choose between. I think I've decided which room to go for but I'll do the final decicion when I've actually seen the rooms in person. It feels nice, it looks like the avarge winter cabin which is so bloody adorable I can't hande it. I'm so excited to finally study again but it's also really scary. I know I'll do fine because I'm so much stronger now, but I know it's gonna be hard. 
until next time, stay safe. Lots of love, Anna ♡